Notes

I thought maybe it'd help me remember to write and actually do it if I made a couple notes. I set about making a text file with some lines from the day and saved it as "writeyouasshole" on my desktop.

It didn't really work, but here are the notes I made. It doesn't seem to be anything that needs much elaboration at any rate.

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went to visit grandparents

grandmother went to answer the phone, grandfather and i sat across from each other in total silence

grandfather went off to take a nap

my aunt's birthday; grandmother hurried away from her on the offchance that I would show up

gma offers money and for the first time actually doesn't force it on me. i am relieved

cousin failing pharmaceuticals, wanted to move to NY to be a writer lawl

got court records, must write something apologetic

work is kicking my ass

hard to force myself to sleep at the right time, but when i wake up and when i get home i want nothing more than to pass out

pay is shit and town is shit but i know it's temporary and don't dwell much

very thin and very poor but managing for the time being